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4:30 Took one pill

5:00 Took second pill, eyes are not dialated yet. No real 'come up' as of now.

5:45 No real change, still no come up, no dialated eyes. My throat is dry though, not my mouth so much, just my thoat, so I keep up my water intake. I was really hoping to be feeling something by now. At this point I am just laying on my bed listening to Smashing Pumpkins - Gish.

6:15 My eyes are starting to dialate. I don't know why it's all that important. . . I guess I just feel better knowing something is happening. I pop 100mg of 5-HTP for the hell of it.

6:30 This would be the first pill's two hour mark. I feel a VERY subtle body high. Mostly felt when I move my arms. I am pretty relaxed body wise, I feel like I could curl up and go to sleep. Not really what I was hoping for though . . . My mouth is dry, I continue to drink my water, listen to my CD and wait.

6:45 I am noticing small body changes. It is about 78 degrees f. in my house, but I got a small chill for about a minute or two. Now I am pretty comfortable, but I can feel my face is a bit flush and I am getting pretty sweaty palms (don't really remmeber that happening in my other rolls). My eyes are completely dialated at this point. I have not been clenching my jaw, but my jaw feels a bit sore, almost in antisipation of what it knows to come (I love clenching my jaw by the way, even when I am not rolling, I think it kinds of reminds me of when I am rolling LOL). Addmitedly it feels pretty good just laying down and listening to Gish. This is got to be one of the slowest come ups I have had. Typing \ spelling is falling a bit behind though . . .

7:00 2 hour mark for pill number two. I am kind of eye'ing a third pill . . . Focuing on the computer screen sucks, I just seem too lazy. I started jaw clenching, I am not sure if its because of the pills, it doesn't feel like true clenching. I am a little light headed, but feeling O K. Moving feels pretty good, what was in my arms before is all over now, just very subtly. I want more already! I stay on the PC and opt out of going to lay back down. I tried to play some game on newgrounds, but just in reading the instructions I gave up. I switch the CD to Converge - Jane Doe to spice it up a bit.

7:21 It's dark outside WAHOOO! I love night! I started some serious jaw clenching (mmmmm), my jaw is a bit 'stiff' though. It's tough to open it all the way. I went back to laying down for about 10 minutes. My palms are still hella sweaty (might be because I am laying down). Rocking my knees forward and back fells VERY nice. I am deffiently feeling the come up now and I say "IT'S About time!!!". Still drinkin' my water faithfull.

8:00 Still feeling the come up it's just very slow. I am swaying no matter what I am doing, sitting down, standing laying, ect. Started listening to something a bit mellower. Hum - Downward is Heavenward (a very good friend recommended it for while I was rolling). Still haven't felt like I have peeked. Not really getting a true 'roll' feeling either, just very relaxed. Sound is pretty good, not intens like usual on beans. Same with feeling, I am still going pretty mellow.

8:25 The come up is still going up. I don't feel like I am peeking yet. My body high is doing pretty well. My chest is a bit heavy and I feel out of breath if I move fast. But all around very nice. Music is extremely nice, touch isn't too extreme. Lights suck. Lights are almost overwhelming. Oh yeah, I am taking a shower now.

9:06 Shower was very nice (first time showering while rolling). I still feel like I am on the up. Its been over 4 hours since the first pill and I thought I would be rolling hard right now. But it is still pretty mellow, and I am felling really good about that actually. Still waiting for the peek, and resisting taking another pills sucessfully . . . so far.

10:04 I pretty much feel the come down. There was no real 'peek' I pretty much just stayed what I would, say mellow the entire time. There was not really a come down either. I just feel 'normal' again. Nice body high, clear head. There is no real drop, I just don't feel 'rolling' anymore. Not sure if I ever really felt 'rolling' though. I take one more pill and hope it does more.

10:37 I am not tired, but I feel I could sleep. The third pill has not touched me yet, aside from dialated eyes and a small bit of jaw clenching (mostly because I like it, even while not rolling) I really wouldn't know I was trying had rolled. Touch and music are back to thier normalise. I never hit and euphoria or the 'lovey' feeling I get on MDMA.

11:30 I've just been laying down, pretty relaxed. I actually fell asleep before the third one hits, DOH.

I did not have any problems sleeping, so I don't suspect meth and my stomach was never upset, so again, I don't think there is speed in these. From what I understand MDA hits faster and is not gradual. These are VERY gradual, so I don't suspect MDA, aslo there was no 'hang over' period the next morning I felt little to zero seratonin loss. I went to work at 7:00 am no problems. No visuals while I was on these, which I think is also attributed to MDA. I think they are just a VERY low dose of MDMA, so probably need to take more to start off with.